Saturday, November 8, 2003
I've been thinking way too much lately. Sometimes i feel like i wish i could be with you ever second of the day, and then i wish i would have never met you. I dont say this to make you mad. I say it simply because my life would have been so much more easier without you. The things you tell me feel like they just came off the top of your head, just like the empty promises you made me... This makes me glad to have Lee.

Sunday, November 2, 2003
OMG! I hate being sick. I've had an Upper Respritory Infection for the past three weeks. It SUCKS! i wish it would just randomly go away. Lee's coming up on tuesday and i'm going to be hacking up a lung. Now how attractive is that?! " yeah baby fuck and i'll throw up on ya!" isn't that what every guy wants in life?

Any who, I can't wait till Lee comes up! I haven't seen him in weeks and i've barely been able to talk to him. I miss him SOOOOOOOOO much! i don't care if he has a boyfiend. If i can't have him as one i'll settle for a good friend... emphasis on good.**wink**wink**

I'm so hungry but i know if i eat it'll just come up in like two mins anyway. Oh well, i'm hungy and tired. Wait.. i'm always like that.